✿Kityu's dairy✿
19/10/08
HELL!!!This fews days my mood totally sucks, my temper is hot. So pls don't add oil to my fire( to my friends) I fcuking hate this world. It totally suck, if I will to chose again I do not want to come to this world. Why do 99% of the people in this world look others though their out-look. I'm going crazy. WHY? WHY? WHY? Can someone tell me why? I felt really disapointed in this world but I felt more disapointment in myself. Am I really that dissatisfy? Why is this world like this? Why do I have to come to this world to suffer so many fcuking things? WHY?Is it that people with bad out-look cant do things well? Will those people with bad out-look always do things wrong? Everyone do make mistake but why do those pretty ones always be forgive? While those non pretty ones have to go to a corner and cry. Somemore no one will pity them. Why is this world so unfair? I hate people who goes by looks. I know that I'm not pretty, I know that I'm fat. All this I know but why must this world keep on remind me all this unhappy things? I hate all this, why must I undergo this unhappy things? Do you think that I like being like that? I'm like this, what do you want me to do? I want to lost weight but I cant. When I run for too long, I will faint. My looks are born like this, I cant change it. I really try my best to change myself but why am I still that dissatisfy?
I'm really tired. I hate, I really do but what can I do? How I wish all those people die. Just like me cool down!
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