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Happy New Year
Didn't go for any countdown as I think was kind of stupid to be with tons of people. Catch chipmunks at grand cathay, they are so lovely and cute.
Since it's a new year and I need to have a new plan for this year. I only have one plan, which is to get good grades for my O level. The only thing I'm going to work hard on.
Yesterday night saw the chal U show at 9.30pm, talking about a teenager feeling very unhappy about her body size. I was once like her but I'm not anymore now. Plus size does not mean ugly. Who says that plus size can't be pretty also? But sometimes I will meet some fucking idiots laughing at my size. I admit that I'm very hurt inside but after a while I'm alright. I don't know how did those idiots parents teach them.
When you are laughing at people weakness, will you put yourself in others shoes? What would you do if one day, the same thing happen to you? I once hate to look into the mirror, like what it says in the show. When I look into the mirror, I'm so unhappy with myself. Asking why am I plus size? Why can't I be the same as others girl, wearing tubes and nice clothes?
But now, I found a lot of nice plus size clothes. So if I meet those idiots again, I will not be hurt by these words as deeply as the past. I would be bluffing myself if I say I totally don't mind but at least it will not be so hurtful anymore.
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Happy New Year
Didn't go for any countdown as I think was kind of stupid to be with tons of people. Catch chipmunks at grand cathay, they are so lovely and cute.
Since it's a new year and I need to have a new plan for this year. I only have one plan, which is to get good grades for my O level. The only thing I'm going to work hard on.
Yesterday night saw the chal U show at 9.30pm, talking about a teenager feeling very unhappy about her body size. I was once like her but I'm not anymore now. Plus size does not mean ugly. Who says that plus size can't be pretty also? But sometimes I will meet some fucking idiots laughing at my size. I admit that I'm very hurt inside but after a while I'm alright. I don't know how did those idiots parents teach them.
When you are laughing at people weakness, will you put yourself in others shoes? What would you do if one day, the same thing happen to you? I once hate to look into the mirror, like what it says in the show. When I look into the mirror, I'm so unhappy with myself. Asking why am I plus size? Why can't I be the same as others girl, wearing tubes and nice clothes?
But now, I found a lot of nice plus size clothes. So if I meet those idiots again, I will not be hurt by these words as deeply as the past. I would be bluffing myself if I say I totally don't mind but at least it will not be so hurtful anymore.
