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18/3/10
Went out for a little shopping with peifang. She love her eyebrow a lot. Just like me. She came over my friends mum salon for tracking. So after that went out with her.
19/3/10
Had a lovely outing with my girls to bugis. First time shop bugis street with them for so long. Wanted to take neoprint but forget to tell them so didn't took any in the end. Because bh need to go home early so she, xinyi and yin went home first. Leaving me an Lc. Headed to geylang for prawning (first time okay). Didn't had the chance to prawn in the past, hence wanted to try. 3 hrs of prawning caught 7 prawns. I was the one who caught the first prawn. I will never go back again. I wonder is there any prawns inside. Lc told me that she went bishan prawning she caught a lot. I want to go there and try. But overall the prawning was fun.
The milk tea is nice
Waiting for prawn!!!
I have been blogging almost everyday. My life is so boring nowadays. Nothing to blog about. Do you know how it feels when that someone is so close to you yet far apart? The heart will never met and the cycle will just go on and on. Ya, this is the most hurtful thing in life. Being so near yet so far. Was looking through a lot of stories. Some are just like fairy tales, the prince and princess living happily ever after. Who are you cheating? Little kids? I don't believe that there are something called the "fairy tales", I don't believe there is something called "living ever after". I asked myself, so what do I believe in? I could believe nothing, nothing seems to gain my believe. I don't believe that a guy will love a girl forever. I don't believe that there is forever love. You will get sick of someone and you tend to dump him/her.
Stupid me thinking so much! But I really thank god for leaving me the memories which I can think of it when I'm alone. That was also the best gift I got from you.
I know that my eyebrow is very black now. Look very fierce but I'm a kind lady. Haha. The out-come will still alright. Maybe it's because I just did it so it's quite dark. Have to wait for a few days for the colour to fade abit and it will become light brown.
Went back to school yesterday and today. Mdm Rozita taught us how to do coursework B and I could say that it's easy but just not for me. Because my english suck to the core and I can't really elaborate by myself. English I really hate you man!
Times really fly, now it's already march. Like what all teachers say, for O level student time really will pass very quickly. Everyone in our gang will be busy with all their studies. Before their school open, must have a last outing. Ya, that's a must!
Hmm, I seems to be thinking too much about it. I know that the answer is a NO but why am I keep thinking about it? If I could control my brain, my mind, my thinking and my heart how great would it be? But I know that it is impossible for me to do so. Just one thing that I know is that ....
Last day of camp
(Left to right) Meimei, Elieen, Amber, Dionis, Mr Tay, Peifang, Tongshan, Me
Was looking through the cut-off-points and entry requirements for all poly. I think it's time I will need some goals. Learned for the camp :)
1st choice-Intergrated events management (RP)
COP-21
Eng-C6, Math-C6, Combined humanities-C6 and two other subjects-C6
2nd choice-Hotel & Hospitality management (RP)
COP-19
Eng-C6, Math-C6, Combined humanities-C6 and two other subjects-C6
3rd Leisure & Resort Management (TP)
COP-15
Eng-C6, Math-C6, and three other subjects-C6
4th choice-Hospitality & Tourism Management (NYP)
COP-15
Eng-C6, Math-C6,and three other subjects-C6
5th choice-Hospitality & Tourism Management (TP)
COP-15
Eng-C6, Math-C6,and three other subjects-C6
6th choice-Hotel & Hospitality Management (RP)
COP-19
Eng-C6, Math-C6, Combined humanities-C6 and two other subjects-C6
7th choice-Tourism & Resort Management (NP)
COP-10
Eng-C6, Math-C6,and three other subjects-C6
8th choice-Wellness, lifestyle & Spa management (RP)
COP-22
Eng-C6, Math-C6, Combined humanities-C6 and two other subjects-C6
9th choice-Nursing (NYP)
COP-26
Eng-D7, Math-C6, F&N-C6 and two other subjects-C6
10th choice-Nursing (NP)
COP-26
Eng-D7, Math-C6, F&N-C6 and two other subjects-C6
11th choice-Retail & Hospitality Design (TP)
COP-18
Eng-D7, Math-D7,and three other subjects-C6
12th choice-Health management & promotion (RP)
COP-24
Eng-D7, Math-C6, F&N-C6 and two other subjects-C6
All the above are based on the newest 2010 intake. All my 12 choices are up so I'm going to reach my goals and show to people that I can make it. Do you know how it feels when people are looking down on you just because you are a NA students and a repeat student? I failed my N level once so what? Why are there always some idiots who laugh at those people who repeat?
Starting of last year, my mum went down to school to see VP. How disheartened I am to see her being so sad. Talking to VP with tears. I will never forget 2 things in my mind, one is the image when I took my 1st N level result and I fail. The remarks for me is to repeat but I didn't wanted to do so at first. I wanted to go to ite, I send in my choices of course. On the day that the result is out, none of the courses I chosen went it. I was at a loss of words. My mind went blank and I didn't know what to do. Hence, I repeat my N level. Second is when my mum went to talk to VP.
The image of me failing my exam are so scarily. I didn't want it to happen away. I tastes before both failure and success. So which one taste better? Of cause I will be the success one. The taste is so good that I want to taste it again. I want to get good grade for my O level!
Was looking through our last year graduation video and thought of all the wonderful times when we were together. Thanks to the xiao zi (amber) for telling me so many things. I know now that I should not be keep on looking back to the past. What gone will be gone. I will have to learn to take it and move on. There are alot of passes-by in our life. No matter who is it, they will be gone because they are only passes-by. Most of the things will not stays forever. No matter what is it, relationship or friendship. I believe nothing will stay but I know I definitely enjoy the times being with everyone. No matter who are you, how long have we knew each other and how close are we. I really enjoy being with you all. I will thank you (I need to thank alot of people sia) for encourage me and talk some sense to me.
Alright, I will talk about the adam khoo camp ytd. Ya, i missed today camp :) Okay. The camp was great, was fun , was tiring but I learn quite a number of things. I learned choices have consequences. I believe that this is true. When I chose to study hard, the out-come of my O level will surly be better but if I chose to play throughout the year, the result I will get could not get me anywhere. When I decide to do something, I will have to think about the out-come. Past does not equal to future. What happen in the past might not happen the same thing in the future. Or I could say that the past are not important but it is the now or future that are important.
There's many many more but I'm lazy to type it out. No photos at the moment as it been months since I go out with my friends. So long already! Shall end my post here.
You are depressed
You're dreams are almost always so real that you don't know if you dreamt it or not. Your mind is working so hard to sort through all that is bothering you. Your dreams are about your family or friends and things that are actually happening in your life... just with a crazy twist that leaves you even more confused.
Mishaps and setbacks will test the strength of your union with someone.
You may need time away from this person in order to evaluate what is really being felt on both your parts.
I see a friend who may have become a lover staying strictly as friends with you.
There will definitely be some disappointment in a relationship you have- but down the road there will be someone or something much better.
The second one is dam true!
P/S: Of all goodbyes, the kind that which hurt the most was the one your ears never heard of, yet your heart knew it's already been said.
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29/3/10
Monday, March 29, 2010|0 note(s)
OMG
I have got so many photo to upload
But...
I'm too lazy to upload all of them
Just a few will do :)
The rest are all in my fb
Hwee teng party was alright
Got to see a lot of faces which I use to see almost everyday
Got some understanding about O levels from them too
At least had some ideas what should I do
Know that each and everyone of them are now on different path
Feel happy for them that at least
They are free from secondary school life
I should be joining them as well
But
Because of my mistakes
I'm late
It's ok
I'm still quite happy with my class
So
No worries
Smile :)
First time get to try this
Was qutie nice
The main thing is that
It's topped with cheese
Webcam in QKL house
Saturday, March 27, 2010|0 note(s)
Happy birthday Hwee Teng
Finally you reached 18
Will be going down to your birthday party later
Missed it last year due to my work
But now
I'm free
Knew you for such a long time
I think about 12 years?
Since Boon Keng Primary 1
Till
Manjusri Secondary
And now
We are all in different path towards our goals
You are one of the girls whom I knew for such a long time
You told me before that
Since school reopen
You are tired due to the long hours of studying
But still I hope that you could do well in it
Thursday, March 25, 2010|0 note(s)
I'm trying to look out for my 'wants' in life
What do I want?
Till now at a age of 18
I still don't know what I want in my life
What do I want to become?
What kind of person do I want to be?
I still don't know what course do I want to go for
A life without a goal
Seems so useless
Although I had been saying that I want to go into hospitality or even event management
But am I really interested in those?
I'm really confused by this
But all I want now is to lead a happy life
Just a normal and simple life
Maybe I should not be thinking about something so far away
Sometimes things may not be as simple as we think
But...
They are not as difficult as we think so too
It's just how we look into it
How do we see it
We should be happy that we are lucky to have something which others do not have
Look things to the better side
Instead of thinking about something negative
I'll take every of my steps very carefully
In order not to fall down
I regretted for a lot of things I did in the past
I'm sure everyone do have the same feeling as me
My world hopefully will be a colourful one
I hope so ......
22/3/10
Monday, March 22, 2010|0 note(s)
Short post!
I had already, really and super confirm that I'm going to concentrate on my studies for now.
I will have to reduce the time that I use computer and go out.
I know that action are louder than words
So, I'm not going to talk too much
Have to do my english and chem homework very soon
Yesterday
Went to tm with Lc
Slack awhile
Some time things are not as simple as we think
HSH after that :)
New term = New time table
I love my colourful time-table
Why did I colour it?
Because to inform myself what lessons are there
Yellow = Very important lesson
Violet = The subject that I love (I love violet)
Pink = My second love subject
Red = The exam are coming soon
Orange = Nothing
Black = I hate that subject
What subject is that?
PE :)
Bye Bye!!!
There is a time for departure even
when there is no
certain place to go
- Tennesse Williams
20/3/10
Saturday, March 20, 2010|0 note(s)
18/3/10
Went out for a little shopping with peifang. She love her eyebrow a lot. Just like me. She came over my friends mum salon for tracking. So after that went out with her.
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19/3/10
Had a lovely outing with my girls to bugis. First time shop bugis street with them for so long. Wanted to take neoprint but forget to tell them so didn't took any in the end. Because bh need to go home early so she, xinyi and yin went home first. Leaving me an Lc. Headed to geylang for prawning (first time okay). Didn't had the chance to prawn in the past, hence wanted to try. 3 hrs of prawning caught 7 prawns. I was the one who caught the first prawn. I will never go back again. I wonder is there any prawns inside. Lc told me that she went bishan prawning she caught a lot. I want to go there and try. But overall the prawning was fun.
Who still remember this black dog? It was once under my desk plastic cover in school :)
The milk tea is nice
Hot plate chicken chop
Waiting for prawn!!!
P/s: I want to go for prawning again! Bh, Yinn and Lc there's really nothing about my post in blog and msn nick. Like I say, I had been thinking a lot this few days and you know, I'm a emotion person. So I tend to post a lot of rubbish in my blog post when I'm down. I will tell you all more in msn. I didn't know that you all were talking about this.
17/3/10
Wednesday, March 17, 2010|0 note(s)
I have been blogging almost everyday. My life is so boring nowadays. Nothing to blog about. Do you know how it feels when that someone is so close to you yet far apart? The heart will never met and the cycle will just go on and on. Ya, this is the most hurtful thing in life. Being so near yet so far. Was looking through a lot of stories. Some are just like fairy tales, the prince and princess living happily ever after. Who are you cheating? Little kids? I don't believe that there are something called the "fairy tales", I don't believe there is something called "living ever after". I asked myself, so what do I believe in? I could believe nothing, nothing seems to gain my believe. I don't believe that a guy will love a girl forever. I don't believe that there is forever love. You will get sick of someone and you tend to dump him/her.
Stupid me thinking so much! But I really thank god for leaving me the memories which I can think of it when I'm alone. That was also the best gift I got from you.
16/3/10
Tuesday, March 16, 2010|0 note(s)
I know that my eyebrow is very black now. Look very fierce but I'm a kind lady. Haha. The out-come will still alright. Maybe it's because I just did it so it's quite dark. Have to wait for a few days for the colour to fade abit and it will become light brown.
Went back to school yesterday and today. Mdm Rozita taught us how to do coursework B and I could say that it's easy but just not for me. Because my english suck to the core and I can't really elaborate by myself. English I really hate you man!
Times really fly, now it's already march. Like what all teachers say, for O level student time really will pass very quickly. Everyone in our gang will be busy with all their studies. Before their school open, must have a last outing. Ya, that's a must!
Hmm, I seems to be thinking too much about it. I know that the answer is a NO but why am I keep thinking about it? If I could control my brain, my mind, my thinking and my heart how great would it be? But I know that it is impossible for me to do so. Just one thing that I know is that ....
13/3/10
Saturday, March 13, 2010|0 note(s)
Sometime it's so hard to tell is it a joke or is it for real. I'm happy yet sad. What does it mean? Does it really mean that? I know that I'm stupid but I rather be stupid forever and hide myself, bluff myself in this. I hope to run away! I hope to bluff myself that I'm not! I want to but can I?
12/3/10
Friday, March 12, 2010|0 note(s)
Here to update again but I don't seems to have anything to talk about. Maybe just one thing to talk about which is my school life. Alright, comman test had come to an end and I think I did quite ok. I knew my english and science will fail but lucky none of it is F9. Only D7 and E8. Alot people are happy because next week are the holiday. The sad thing is the I have to to go back school 4 days out of 5 days. Am I lucky or am I unlucky? Maybe I should think that it's time for me to put up my socks.
See what he had done in school!
See what he had done in school!
Such a emo guy. No one want to be with him because I told them not to talk to him :) I'm a good girl in class.
6/3/10
Saturday, March 6, 2010|0 note(s)
Last day of camp
(Left to right) Meimei, Elieen, Amber, Dionis, Mr Tay, Peifang, Tongshan, Me
Was looking through the cut-off-points and entry requirements for all poly. I think it's time I will need some goals. Learned for the camp :)
1st choice-Intergrated events management (RP)
COP-21
Eng-C6, Math-C6, Combined humanities-C6 and two other subjects-C6
2nd choice-Hotel & Hospitality management (RP)
COP-19
Eng-C6, Math-C6, Combined humanities-C6 and two other subjects-C6
3rd Leisure & Resort Management (TP)
COP-15
Eng-C6, Math-C6, and three other subjects-C6
4th choice-Hospitality & Tourism Management (NYP)
COP-15
Eng-C6, Math-C6,and three other subjects-C6
5th choice-Hospitality & Tourism Management (TP)
COP-15
Eng-C6, Math-C6,and three other subjects-C6
6th choice-Hotel & Hospitality Management (RP)
COP-19
Eng-C6, Math-C6, Combined humanities-C6 and two other subjects-C6
7th choice-Tourism & Resort Management (NP)
COP-10
Eng-C6, Math-C6,and three other subjects-C6
8th choice-Wellness, lifestyle & Spa management (RP)
COP-22
Eng-C6, Math-C6, Combined humanities-C6 and two other subjects-C6
9th choice-Nursing (NYP)
COP-26
Eng-D7, Math-C6, F&N-C6 and two other subjects-C6
10th choice-Nursing (NP)
COP-26
Eng-D7, Math-C6, F&N-C6 and two other subjects-C6
11th choice-Retail & Hospitality Design (TP)
COP-18
Eng-D7, Math-D7,and three other subjects-C6
12th choice-Health management & promotion (RP)
COP-24
Eng-D7, Math-C6, F&N-C6 and two other subjects-C6
All the above are based on the newest 2010 intake. All my 12 choices are up so I'm going to reach my goals and show to people that I can make it. Do you know how it feels when people are looking down on you just because you are a NA students and a repeat student? I failed my N level once so what? Why are there always some idiots who laugh at those people who repeat?
Starting of last year, my mum went down to school to see VP. How disheartened I am to see her being so sad. Talking to VP with tears. I will never forget 2 things in my mind, one is the image when I took my 1st N level result and I fail. The remarks for me is to repeat but I didn't wanted to do so at first. I wanted to go to ite, I send in my choices of course. On the day that the result is out, none of the courses I chosen went it. I was at a loss of words. My mind went blank and I didn't know what to do. Hence, I repeat my N level. Second is when my mum went to talk to VP.
The image of me failing my exam are so scarily. I didn't want it to happen away. I tastes before both failure and success. So which one taste better? Of cause I will be the success one. The taste is so good that I want to taste it again. I want to get good grade for my O level!
3/3/10
Thursday, March 4, 2010|0 note(s)
Was looking through our last year graduation video and thought of all the wonderful times when we were together. Thanks to the xiao zi (amber) for telling me so many things. I know now that I should not be keep on looking back to the past. What gone will be gone. I will have to learn to take it and move on. There are alot of passes-by in our life. No matter who is it, they will be gone because they are only passes-by. Most of the things will not stays forever. No matter what is it, relationship or friendship. I believe nothing will stay but I know I definitely enjoy the times being with everyone. No matter who are you, how long have we knew each other and how close are we. I really enjoy being with you all. I will thank you (I need to thank alot of people sia) for encourage me and talk some sense to me.
Alright, I will talk about the adam khoo camp ytd. Ya, i missed today camp :) Okay. The camp was great, was fun , was tiring but I learn quite a number of things. I learned choices have consequences. I believe that this is true. When I chose to study hard, the out-come of my O level will surly be better but if I chose to play throughout the year, the result I will get could not get me anywhere. When I decide to do something, I will have to think about the out-come. Past does not equal to future. What happen in the past might not happen the same thing in the future. Or I could say that the past are not important but it is the now or future that are important.
There's many many more but I'm lazy to type it out. No photos at the moment as it been months since I go out with my friends. So long already! Shall end my post here.
1/3/10
Monday, March 1, 2010|0 note(s)
You are depressed
You're dreams are almost always so real that you don't know if you dreamt it or not. Your mind is working so hard to sort through all that is bothering you. Your dreams are about your family or friends and things that are actually happening in your life... just with a crazy twist that leaves you even more confused.
Mishaps and setbacks will test the strength of your union with someone.
You may need time away from this person in order to evaluate what is really being felt on both your parts.
I see a friend who may have become a lover staying strictly as friends with you.
There will definitely be some disappointment in a relationship you have- but down the road there will be someone or something much better.
The second one is dam true!
P/S: Of all goodbyes, the kind that which hurt the most was the one your ears never heard of, yet your heart knew it's already been said.