I have been blogging almost everyday. My life is so boring nowadays. Nothing to blog about. Do you know how it feels when that someone is so close to you yet far apart? The heart will never met and the cycle will just go on and on. Ya, this is the most hurtful thing in life. Being so near yet so far. Was looking through a lot of stories. Some are just like fairy tales, the prince and princess living happily ever after. Who are you cheating? Little kids? I don't believe that there are something called the "fairy tales", I don't believe there is something called "living ever after". I asked myself, so what do I believe in? I could believe nothing, nothing seems to gain my believe. I don't believe that a guy will love a girl forever. I don't believe that there is forever love. You will get sick of someone and you tend to dump him/her.

Stupid me thinking so much! But I really thank god for leaving me the memories which I can think of it when I'm alone. That was also the best gift I got from you.