I don't know if I stress myself too much
I'm really tired
Zhen de hao lei
Hao lei
How I wish I could sleep throughout my life
But
I know I can't be like that
Lc told me that since I choose this path
I must never regret and give it in my best
Kityu! When are you going to wake up?
Stressing myself is a must
I must train myself to sit down and study
Maths?
Chinese?
English?
Sci?
Whatever!!!
This is only a mid-year-exam and I'm stressing myself
Sick and tired of F&N coursework
But I don't want to disappoint mdn rozita
At least a B
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You are so near yet so far
You are so far yet so near

23rd April
Ended school at 10.15am
Went over to mac
Had our meals there
Dam funny
No people want to go buy food when we reached there
As me and Eileen was waiting for lunch
Nobody want to go buy food
Still long before lunch menu
Hence, went out to slack with Eileen for a while
Talk about quite a lot of things out there
Only the two of us :)
I get to know her better now
Finish eating and reach home at about 1plus
Was thinking if going out with ger they all
But in the end
Went out with them
Head to Bugis to meet them
Bus to parkway with all to go and find classmates
Pool and lan
Didn't want to play pool as my skills totally cmi
Don't want to be a joker there
Therefore, watch them play
First time play L4D
Was fucking boring
Lan nowadays so cheap
I paid only 70cents
Finally got to meet up with ger
Didn't see each other for like 4 months or so
N level result day was the last time I saw her

The ball that Eileen blow for me :)
But was gone thanks to TAY YU JIE so call 'magic'


I will be letting myself down if I don't post this
Used my phone to take photo


Dionis so shy
Eileen so MAN

Off day for school
School Anni so no school for most of the students
Half day of school tmr too
Wees
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Who can understand my feelings now?
Who knows the thinking I have now?
Who knows why the sudden change in me?
I believe only one of my friend know
And that is
Yin :(
Yes
That's you
Because we are xxxx
You can understand my feelings

Nothing really happen nowadays
O level Chinese is coming
Mid year is coming
Everything is coming
I tell myself
Just a few months more
Everyone started their school
I hope everything goes well for them

My class photo :)
I love my class!!!




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New song again :)
劉力揚-禮物
终于可以在今天划上句点
一整夜翻阅过去画面
快想不起我们为何会诀别
只看到那双你送的鞋
走一步又一步
我才发现绕了个圈
走了好几年 又回到原点
你送的礼物会不会太特别
毫不避讳那不安的传言
但渐行渐远 习惯到没感觉
难道你早想让我走远
你送的礼物在此刻好体贴
陪我回忆把过往走一遍
穿了这些年,难免会有污点
就像每段爱 总会有终点

I'm fine
Hope that I didn't miss out a lot in school during
My absent days
I don't know is it because of the up and down fever I got
My eyes are in pain now
Couldn't move left and right
Have to go prepare myself for chem prac test
And
Also Speed of reaction test

The most classic words I heard
It's was you who change
(Before you say this, think why people change)
People don't change for nothing
No matter is it
To the better or the worst
There must be a reason for it
Is it that our thinking change?
Is it that our mindset change?
Or
Is it that people change us?
As we grow up
We do change
It's was all the things that are happening around us
That changes us
The same goes to me
Everyday, I learn a new lesson
I learn how to protect myself
I learn how to change myself
I learn how to control my temper
I learn how to mind my words
I don't know that did I change to the better or the worst
But at least I tried to change myself

I will be there no matter what

If you need my shoulder to cry on

I will lend you

If you need someone to cover your tears

I will help you

if you need someone to wipe your tears away

I will do it

If you need someone to talk to you

I will call you

If you need someone to help you up

I will carefully get you up

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Still remember the meaning of this photo?

I will be there when you fall :)

You once told me this

So now

Me

Chee Kit Yu

Will be here telling you

The same thing

I will be there when you fall

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School?

I began to hate you

My coursework is ...

So many of my research areas are out of point

How do I explain my mood now?

It's like ...

Totally speechless

I told Bh

If I didn't chose O level

If I didn't even repeat

I would be in ite second year or higher nitec

It's me who chose this path

I will have to pay for it

Choices have consequences uh?

Paying hard for it now

Not in the right mood to do anything

Just hope everything will be gone when I wake up

Dreaming...

Finish watching YAB

Great drama

I realized that I had been blogging in my priv blog nowadays

Maybe it's because I have growth up

I want more things now

Perhaps my eyes are red of others

Learn a lesson today

It's not easy to balance friendship and relationship

A lot of girls will chose relationship instead of friendship

While for guys

I guess it's opposite

Other's ask me

Which one will you chose between the two of them

Which one do you feel is more important

...

It's really hard to balance both

A great lesson I attend today

One the the most classic part :)

Should not have done that
I should have ignored it
Like something I could not see
Like something I cannot see
I should not have ever looked at you
I should have ran away
Like something I could not hear
I should have acted like I didn't hear it
Like something I cannot hear
I should not have listened to my heart
You showed me love without words
You gave me your love without words
You made me hold my breath
Waiting for you
But you ran away like this
Without a word love leaves me
Without a word love throws me away
What should I say next
My only closed lips were surprised
Coming without words
Why does it hurt so much
Why does it keep hurting
Except for the fact that you are not here
Though everything is the same
You showed me love without words
You gave me your love without words
You made me hold my breath
Waiting for you
But you ran away like this
Without a word love leaves me
Without a word love throws me away
What should I say next
My only closed lips were surprised
Without a word tears fall

Without a word my heart breaks

Without a word, I waited for love

Without a word, love hurts me

I zone out

I become a fool

Because I cry as I look up at the sky

Without a word, goodbyes found me

Without a word, goodbyes came to me

I could not even prepare to send you away

I think my heart was surprised

Without a word it came

Without a word it went

Without a word it left

Like the fever before

I will hurt for a while

Since only scars will be left in the end

Wake up at 6.30a.m

Went over to bishan to pray

Dam hot in there

I believe that a lot people did the same thing as me

Maybe just different location

Headed to J8 for my Mac hotcakes

It's been ages since I eat Mac hotcake

Finally I'm going to be done with my F&N research

Really finally ggg

April is here

Mid-year coming in less than a month

And

I could heard the footsteps of O level chinese too

I'm lovin it :)