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Suddenly I miss the days hanging out with friends
Those days when we could play till we went crazy
As for now, O level had ended but still wouldn't be able to play like how we did in the past
The only reason is because we had all grown up
Not being the same anymore
The way of handling things now are more different
We not only have to think about ourselves but also spare a though for others
Whenever we speak or do something
We really have to think twice
We have to phrase our words in a way that no one will be hurt or at the very least, reduce the number of hurtful words
You never know who will be hurt by all your careless mistake
Because words that had been spoken out, there's no way you can take it back
People will always remember it
.
.
.
Life is about gambling
Every time you make a choice, it's gamble
We always wish for the best result when we choose something
But at times, there are also negative outcome we will receive
'I hope I had make the right choice'
Positive result is like when we win money and for negative result is like losing money
Mostly we will only wish for the positive result
But remember every choices we make there is always a consequences we have to paid
Be it good or bad
We will just have to take it because this is what we call life
I'm getting boring
Having to stay at home and doing nothing
Had been trying to find something to do like cleaning the house, packing my stuff and etc
But I finish it in 2 hours and now, I'm bored once again
How I wish I could get to work asap
I don't want this kind of life to carry on till mid Dec
Didn't had the chance to blog for the past few days
Working over at roadshow is fun yet tiring
But still I enjoyed my 3 days working in Singtel
At least I know a little more about it and also knew some new friends
To my surprise, saw a few secondary school mates
Like justin, adrian and marco!
Been ages since I last saw Adrain
We so happen to work under Singtel too
Keep on chatting with them
As for today, I packed all my stuff
All my study materials, mostly threw them away
Realize today that I had killed so many tress this year
But still I love the environment
I wonder what can I do tomorrow!
Wanna dye my hair but don't know what colour to dye
Plus my hair is already very damage
I don't want to use anymore chemicals on them
Maybe I should spam treatment
Life is so so aimless now
I should start to aim for something
A branded bag?
Nia, I'm not so into branded goods
So what should I aim for?
My lovely teacher Mdm Erni
Form teacher Mr tay
Miss siti :)
The last class photo we take
ZhanRong !
Peifang!
Mdm Toh!
Deneng!
I'm blogging almost everyday now because I'm have too much time to spare
Finally meet up with my girls today
We like 9876543210 years never go out shopping together
Meet up with BH and XY first
Walk around 313
After that went over to Taka to meet LC
Walk around with them till 7 plus and headed to parkway to celebrate TS Birthday
Mum had been nagging at me for going out everyday and reach home so late
Just finish my exams so let me play for awhile :)
Graduation day!
I can't wait
Wanting to see what my classmates wear
After graduation day will be going to sing with them
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On the 16/11/2010
Went to bake cookies at HT's house
At the time when I want to go bugis
It's raining heavy and I got no choice but to take bus instead of train
Walk around bugis with amber, ZR, KX and DN for a while
Maybe an hours or so then I have to go for my training
After my training, they (w/o amber) came and we walk around 313 & far east
ZR was dam angry with the KFC located at Far East
Everytime when he came back he will scold 'Cheebye'
Welcome to Tuesday!
What will I be doing today?
Another busy day
Will be going to teng's house later on to bake cookies
If there's time left might be going to shop for clothes with amber
I had already brought my dress for graduation day
Yesterday went Novena with mum and went looking for the shop
Because wed I'm working in the morning and afternoon
So I'm afraid that I wouldn't have the time to buy
The dress is really cheap
Cost me only $39 and I love it a lot
Got to go for training with xinyi later on
Eileen wouldn't be working with me on the coming Singtel IT fair
Graduation day is only 2 days later
I'm really really looking forward to it!
The first time graduation day is after our O level
The first time the graduation day is so different
It's world kindness day a few days back and I received this sunflower :)
Had been trying to look for a dress for my graduation day
But seems like I'm not looking for myself but for others
Had already decide which shop I'm gonna get my dress from
A newly open shop and the price is very reasonable for plus size clothing
My phone which is less than 1 year old is dead
I think it's the screen problem
Got to get it to service before the warranty end
Working on Saturday and I swear it's dam tiring
Working from 11 to 8
It's not tiring but it's boring that's why I'm tired
But at least there's someone to talk to me over there
As for yesterday went over to tiffany house before going to my laopo house
Spend almost half a day over there
From 12plus to 6 or so
After which headed back to tiffany's house to rest before heading to bugis
I really need to learn how to wear contact lens
Miss my bus yesterday due to my eyes
I was like waiting for 197 to go bugis and the bus is coming
But I couldn't see the number clearly as I need my pair of glasses
And the bus didn't even go near the bus-stop and just drove off
I was like dam irritated as I'm really late
In the end, I suddenly remember that my laopo say that 48 can reach bugis too and it's faster
It took me less than 20 mins to reach bugis from parkway
Got to go prepare to go out with mum to service my phone plus looking for dress!
P/S: I got no photo to upload hence choose a photo of me when I'm young
My head is like ...
Forehead is so big and tall and 'pop'
.
.
.
Gonna update something on my blog
It's 12 Nov 2010 today
O level had come to an end (like finally)
I'm not going to think about my result for at least 2 months
Will be enjoying myself for that 2 months
After which my head will be pain due to my result
Yes, no confidence over my O level
Not only this
I got no confidence in myself too
O level ended which means secondary school had ended too
Graduation day would be on the 18 Nov
The last time I'm gonna enjoy with friends in school
Who knows when are we going to meet up again?
Went for 2 interviews
1 is for the ICA Building job which is intro by my sis (as she is working there)
The other is a Singtel IT fair which is located at suntec
Working with Xinyi and Eileen from 19 Nov to 21 Nov
I know it will be tiring but I just wanna try out something new like an event job
So sick and tired of promoter and sales job
So basically will not be looking for such job this year as my full time job
Today was the last paper and went for the job interview
After that went over to Teoheng for Peifang's 17th birthday celebration
Although I was there for about less than an hour but still enjoyed with them
Ate subway for dinner and went home
A tiring yet fun day out with them
Very soon, I will start my working life
So I will be enjoying myself before I go to work
Next week will be a busy week for me
Looking forward to it :)
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27/11/10
Saturday, November 27, 2010|0 note(s)
Oh my god
My little god son is so super dam cute
My dear, I really can't wait to see him on his full month
My xiao kingsley just looks like his mother when she was young
The pictures of his whole face turning red when he was shitting just looks like his mother when she's shy (red alarm)
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I'm going to start work in a week or so
Looking forward to it
At least, I wouldn't be so boring at home
Yesterday when working suddenly felt very ill
Feel like vomiting, fever, the world is turning and so cold
When I was sleeping I protect myself :)
Wearing socks, jacket (with my hands in it)
The good thing is, when I woke up the next day
I feel better!
But still feel that the world is turning
My little god son is so super dam cute
My dear, I really can't wait to see him on his full month
My xiao kingsley just looks like his mother when she was young
The pictures of his whole face turning red when he was shitting just looks like his mother when she's shy (red alarm)
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.
.
.
I'm going to start work in a week or so
Looking forward to it
At least, I wouldn't be so boring at home
Yesterday when working suddenly felt very ill
Feel like vomiting, fever, the world is turning and so cold
When I was sleeping I protect myself :)
Wearing socks, jacket (with my hands in it)
The good thing is, when I woke up the next day
I feel better!
But still feel that the world is turning
25/11/10
Thursday, November 25, 2010|0 note(s)
Suddenly I miss the days hanging out with friends
Those days when we could play till we went crazy
As for now, O level had ended but still wouldn't be able to play like how we did in the past
The only reason is because we had all grown up
Not being the same anymore
The way of handling things now are more different
We not only have to think about ourselves but also spare a though for others
Whenever we speak or do something
We really have to think twice
We have to phrase our words in a way that no one will be hurt or at the very least, reduce the number of hurtful words
You never know who will be hurt by all your careless mistake
Because words that had been spoken out, there's no way you can take it back
People will always remember it
.
.
.
Life is about gambling
Every time you make a choice, it's gamble
We always wish for the best result when we choose something
But at times, there are also negative outcome we will receive
'I hope I had make the right choice'
Positive result is like when we win money and for negative result is like losing money
Mostly we will only wish for the positive result
But remember every choices we make there is always a consequences we have to paid
Be it good or bad
We will just have to take it because this is what we call life
23/11/10
Tuesday, November 23, 2010|0 note(s)
I'm getting boringHaving to stay at home and doing nothing
Had been trying to find something to do like cleaning the house, packing my stuff and etc
But I finish it in 2 hours and now, I'm bored once again
How I wish I could get to work asap
I don't want this kind of life to carry on till mid Dec
I want to go out!
Now a lot of people would ask me how's my O level
Quite sick of hearing and answering
I seriously don't know what the future will be but at least I know that in the past I had tried before
I miss my sisters
LeeCheng, Bh, Xinyi and Yinn
After all, I still love them :)
Overall, I still want them and I prefer them
<3
Now a lot of people would ask me how's my O level
Quite sick of hearing and answering
I seriously don't know what the future will be but at least I know that in the past I had tried before
I miss my sisters
LeeCheng, Bh, Xinyi and Yinn
After all, I still love them :)
Overall, I still want them and I prefer them
<3
22/11/10
Monday, November 22, 2010|0 note(s)
Didn't had the chance to blog for the past few days
Working over at roadshow is fun yet tiring
But still I enjoyed my 3 days working in Singtel
At least I know a little more about it and also knew some new friends
To my surprise, saw a few secondary school mates
Like justin, adrian and marco!
Been ages since I last saw Adrain
We so happen to work under Singtel too
Keep on chatting with them
As for today, I packed all my stuff
All my study materials, mostly threw them away
Realize today that I had killed so many tress this year
But still I love the environment
I wonder what can I do tomorrow!
Wanna dye my hair but don't know what colour to dye
Plus my hair is already very damage
I don't want to use anymore chemicals on them
Maybe I should spam treatment
Life is so so aimless now
I should start to aim for something
A branded bag?
Nia, I'm not so into branded goods
So what should I aim for?
18/11/10
Thursday, November 18, 2010|0 note(s)
Goodbye for the last time to secondary school
Graduation day had come to the end
For real this time, I'm not going back anymore to study there
Really going to miss so many things in MJR
Be it good or bad
Still remember that Mdm Rozita will always want us to drop her subject
Chasing us for coursework
She had taught me for a total of 4 years
I'm so gonna miss her voice and her scolding and her shouting
Still remember that Mdm Erni will always talk to me nicely
Tell us what are the ways to study Humanis
I'm so sorry that I really treated her very badly in the past (when I'm in sec 3)
She was my form teacher from sec3 to sec4
A total of 2 years
She is the only teacher that had seem me grow in my thinking
The only teacher I love in school so madly
Because of her, I began to love Geog
And also because of her, I changed in my attitude towards studies
She once told me that she's proud of me but the change that I had made is because of her
She should be proud of herself instead
Today was really a wonderful day
I wonder if we can still have any class gathering
Perhaps class chalet or something like that
I don't want to lose contact with them
I really love this class, the classmates, the jokes and the teachers
Yujie! No more Fridays
Graduation day had come to the end
For real this time, I'm not going back anymore to study there
Really going to miss so many things in MJR
Be it good or bad
Still remember that Mdm Rozita will always want us to drop her subject
Chasing us for coursework
She had taught me for a total of 4 years
I'm so gonna miss her voice and her scolding and her shouting
Still remember that Mdm Erni will always talk to me nicely
Tell us what are the ways to study Humanis
I'm so sorry that I really treated her very badly in the past (when I'm in sec 3)
She was my form teacher from sec3 to sec4
A total of 2 years
She is the only teacher that had seem me grow in my thinking
The only teacher I love in school so madly
Because of her, I began to love Geog
And also because of her, I changed in my attitude towards studies
She once told me that she's proud of me but the change that I had made is because of her
She should be proud of herself instead
Today was really a wonderful day
I wonder if we can still have any class gathering
Perhaps class chalet or something like that
I don't want to lose contact with them
I really love this class, the classmates, the jokes and the teachers
Yujie! No more Fridays
My lovely teacher Mdm Erni
Form teacher Mr tay
Miss siti :)
The last class photo we take
ZhanRong !
Peifang! 
Mdm Toh!
Deneng!
Shawn Over
Random
This is for you, my dear!
Words that I had been wanting to tell you
It was never easy for you
Having to overcome others negative comments, people's view of you and the pain
When I first know about it
I know everything gonna change
Be it your attitude, your life or even your thinking
It's never easy for a young girl to go through this without a man supporting you
Although we as friends always said that we will be there for you
But how much can we help?
I really don't know
Just that I'm trying my very best to be beside you, to help you and to support you
Although you told me that you wouldn't mind what others say about you
I know deep inside you mind it a lot
It's never easy to ignore
When others are commenting on you, they had never though the pain you undergo
In the inner and the outer
They had no rights to say anything on you because they are just being a fool of themselves
Because they don't understand anything
The best gift god had given you
It's the one and only
Nothing can replace it or take it away from you
Because it had been with you for so long
Suffering together with you, crying together with you and dancing along with you
He would be loved by me
A thousand times more than the father can give
But
A million times lesser than the mother will give
Actually there are more but I really don't know how to phase it into words
Deep inside I hope you would understand the things that I want to tell you
Words that I had been wanting to tell you
It was never easy for you
Having to overcome others negative comments, people's view of you and the pain
When I first know about it
I know everything gonna change
Be it your attitude, your life or even your thinking
It's never easy for a young girl to go through this without a man supporting you
Although we as friends always said that we will be there for you
But how much can we help?
I really don't know
Just that I'm trying my very best to be beside you, to help you and to support you
Although you told me that you wouldn't mind what others say about you
I know deep inside you mind it a lot
It's never easy to ignore
When others are commenting on you, they had never though the pain you undergo
In the inner and the outer
They had no rights to say anything on you because they are just being a fool of themselves
Because they don't understand anything
The best gift god had given you
It's the one and only
Nothing can replace it or take it away from you
Because it had been with you for so long
Suffering together with you, crying together with you and dancing along with you
He would be loved by me
A thousand times more than the father can give
But
A million times lesser than the mother will give
Actually there are more but I really don't know how to phase it into words
Deep inside I hope you would understand the things that I want to tell you
17/11/10
Wednesday, November 17, 2010|0 note(s)
I'm blogging almost everyday now because I'm have too much time to spareFinally meet up with my girls today
We like 9876543210 years never go out shopping together
Meet up with BH and XY first
Walk around 313
After that went over to Taka to meet LC
Walk around with them till 7 plus and headed to parkway to celebrate TS Birthday
Mum had been nagging at me for going out everyday and reach home so late
Just finish my exams so let me play for awhile :)
Graduation day!
I can't wait
Wanting to see what my classmates wear
After graduation day will be going to sing with them
.
.
.
On the 16/11/2010
Went to bake cookies at HT's house
At the time when I want to go bugis
It's raining heavy and I got no choice but to take bus instead of train
Walk around bugis with amber, ZR, KX and DN for a while
Maybe an hours or so then I have to go for my training
After my training, they (w/o amber) came and we walk around 313 & far east
ZR was dam angry with the KFC located at Far East
Everytime when he came back he will scold 'Cheebye'
16/11/10
Tuesday, November 16, 2010|0 note(s)
Welcome to Tuesday!What will I be doing today?
Another busy day
Will be going to teng's house later on to bake cookies
If there's time left might be going to shop for clothes with amber
I had already brought my dress for graduation day
Yesterday went Novena with mum and went looking for the shop
Because wed I'm working in the morning and afternoon
So I'm afraid that I wouldn't have the time to buy
The dress is really cheap
Cost me only $39 and I love it a lot
Got to go for training with xinyi later on
Eileen wouldn't be working with me on the coming Singtel IT fair
Graduation day is only 2 days later
I'm really really looking forward to it!
The first time graduation day is after our O level
The first time the graduation day is so different
15/11/10
Monday, November 15, 2010|0 note(s)
It's world kindness day a few days back and I received this sunflower :) 
Had been trying to look for a dress for my graduation dayBut seems like I'm not looking for myself but for others
Had already decide which shop I'm gonna get my dress from
A newly open shop and the price is very reasonable for plus size clothing
My phone which is less than 1 year old is dead
I think it's the screen problem
Got to get it to service before the warranty end
Working on Saturday and I swear it's dam tiring
Working from 11 to 8
It's not tiring but it's boring that's why I'm tired
But at least there's someone to talk to me over there
As for yesterday went over to tiffany house before going to my laopo house
Spend almost half a day over there
From 12plus to 6 or so
After which headed back to tiffany's house to rest before heading to bugis
I really need to learn how to wear contact lens
Miss my bus yesterday due to my eyes
I was like waiting for 197 to go bugis and the bus is coming
But I couldn't see the number clearly as I need my pair of glasses
And the bus didn't even go near the bus-stop and just drove off
I was like dam irritated as I'm really late
In the end, I suddenly remember that my laopo say that 48 can reach bugis too and it's faster
It took me less than 20 mins to reach bugis from parkway
Got to go prepare to go out with mum to service my phone plus looking for dress!
12/11/10
Friday, November 12, 2010|0 note(s)
P/S: I got no photo to upload hence choose a photo of me when I'm youngMy head is like ...
Forehead is so big and tall and 'pop'
.
.
.
Gonna update something on my blog
It's 12 Nov 2010 today
O level had come to an end (like finally)
I'm not going to think about my result for at least 2 months
Will be enjoying myself for that 2 months
After which my head will be pain due to my result
Yes, no confidence over my O level
Not only this
I got no confidence in myself too
O level ended which means secondary school had ended too
Graduation day would be on the 18 Nov
The last time I'm gonna enjoy with friends in school
Who knows when are we going to meet up again?
Went for 2 interviews
1 is for the ICA Building job which is intro by my sis (as she is working there)
The other is a Singtel IT fair which is located at suntec
Working with Xinyi and Eileen from 19 Nov to 21 Nov
I know it will be tiring but I just wanna try out something new like an event job
So sick and tired of promoter and sales job
So basically will not be looking for such job this year as my full time job
Today was the last paper and went for the job interview
After that went over to Teoheng for Peifang's 17th birthday celebration
Although I was there for about less than an hour but still enjoyed with them
Ate subway for dinner and went home
A tiring yet fun day out with them
Very soon, I will start my working life
So I will be enjoying myself before I go to work
Next week will be a busy week for me
Looking forward to it :)