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Feel so tired!
Well today wasn't any good day for me, i cried for about 3 hours while working
Could really feel the pain in my eyes right now
I don't have a sister who uses hot water to splash at her own sister
It's ok, I had never call her sis in my life, Not now, not even in my life
Maybe it's the things that I did in my past life therefore having this type of sister this life to pay for the debts
Cried till my voice changed, when I called amber she could hear the different in my voice
Anyway, I'm only a toy to let them let their anger out
Father is like this so is her
Why? Is it because I'm the youngest or is it because I didn't say anything when they are letting their anger out on me?
So what if you are the one who intro me this job?
I'm just the fucking person who use my freaking time and my freaking hands to earn the money
You just don't own the rights to say anything on me because you are so dam worst than me
So this is my density uh?
I'm so tired! Really tired
I will just have to bear with it for 3 more months and after that I'm going to quit
Continue to pursue my studies
Just that will have to save really hard for this 3 months to pay for my poly school fees
Yes, I'm paying my own not depending on my mum
I know that she can't afford it anyway, poly school fee gonna be heavy burden for me
My eldest sister paid her own fees too, I believe I can do it too, I have to do it
Just try to spend wisely for this few months
Feel so much better after telling my problems to some friends and after blogging here
I just need to see my little sweetie pie Kingsleys and will be fine
Perhaps to others I may look strong but deep inside I'm not
Not as strong as I seem to be, not as strong as I used to be
Just 3 more months and I will be counting every day to get out
Would rather be studying than having to handle all this shit
I'm just don't fucking own anyone, bear this in mind!
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15/1/11
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Feel so tired!
Well today wasn't any good day for me, i cried for about 3 hours while working
Could really feel the pain in my eyes right now
I don't have a sister who uses hot water to splash at her own sister
It's ok, I had never call her sis in my life, Not now, not even in my life
Maybe it's the things that I did in my past life therefore having this type of sister this life to pay for the debts
Cried till my voice changed, when I called amber she could hear the different in my voice
Anyway, I'm only a toy to let them let their anger out
Father is like this so is her
Why? Is it because I'm the youngest or is it because I didn't say anything when they are letting their anger out on me?
So what if you are the one who intro me this job?
I'm just the fucking person who use my freaking time and my freaking hands to earn the money
You just don't own the rights to say anything on me because you are so dam worst than me
So this is my density uh?
I'm so tired! Really tired
I will just have to bear with it for 3 more months and after that I'm going to quit
Continue to pursue my studies
Just that will have to save really hard for this 3 months to pay for my poly school fees
Yes, I'm paying my own not depending on my mum
I know that she can't afford it anyway, poly school fee gonna be heavy burden for me
My eldest sister paid her own fees too, I believe I can do it too, I have to do it
Just try to spend wisely for this few months
Feel so much better after telling my problems to some friends and after blogging here
I just need to see my little sweetie pie Kingsleys and will be fine
Perhaps to others I may look strong but deep inside I'm not
Not as strong as I seem to be, not as strong as I used to be
Just 3 more months and I will be counting every day to get out
Would rather be studying than having to handle all this shit
I'm just don't fucking own anyone, bear this in mind!