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First of all, I wish everyone a happy new year!
But at the start of new year, it's not a happy one for me
Somethings happen and make me feel really unhappy
Things that I would forever remember in my life, so this is a family?
It shouldn't be like this, shouldn't a family be a happy one but why isn't mine like this?
I'm not asking for much, just a normal family and it will be enough
It's not that I hope to be born with a golden spoon in my mouth or born in a rich family so that I have billions to spend
But I know happy family is not going to appear in my dictionary anymore
Perhaps in my next life?
Well, some time things are really difficult to express into words because words are not enough to get into the point and words are too cheap
Today after my work, I really don't feel like going home because I'm starting to be afraid
The fear I had, could not longer be overcome
Too much for me to handle, resulting in the out-break of my emotion
I understand that there are problems in every family and I'm only a kid therefore I have no stand
But the things that are happening are seriously making me sick
I began to feel so 'used' of being scold when it's not my fault, when there's no reason behind it
All I could do is just to keep quiet, listen to it or just listen to the loudest music I can find
I guess it's time for me to go on a holiday, to let go of everything and enjoy the life
Anyway it's still a long way for me
Got to work tomorrow, after that have to go meet meimei and clique
Work for 2 days and off to Genting :)
A break for me like a finally!
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First of all, I wish everyone a happy new year!
But at the start of new year, it's not a happy one for me
Somethings happen and make me feel really unhappy
Things that I would forever remember in my life, so this is a family?
It shouldn't be like this, shouldn't a family be a happy one but why isn't mine like this?
I'm not asking for much, just a normal family and it will be enough
It's not that I hope to be born with a golden spoon in my mouth or born in a rich family so that I have billions to spend
But I know happy family is not going to appear in my dictionary anymore
Perhaps in my next life?
Well, some time things are really difficult to express into words because words are not enough to get into the point and words are too cheap
Today after my work, I really don't feel like going home because I'm starting to be afraid
The fear I had, could not longer be overcome
Too much for me to handle, resulting in the out-break of my emotion
I understand that there are problems in every family and I'm only a kid therefore I have no stand
But the things that are happening are seriously making me sick
I began to feel so 'used' of being scold when it's not my fault, when there's no reason behind it
All I could do is just to keep quiet, listen to it or just listen to the loudest music I can find
I guess it's time for me to go on a holiday, to let go of everything and enjoy the life
Anyway it's still a long way for me
Got to work tomorrow, after that have to go meet meimei and clique
Work for 2 days and off to Genting :)
A break for me like a finally!