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Was thinking about a lot of things yesterday
Everything happened so suddenly!
Well, old people are like that
illness are all over them but I never expect that my dad would be like that
He was awake but he couldn't move his body, it happened outside and luckily a guy called my mum
We rushed down and ambulance came
I though at first that it could highly possible be stroke but the doctor said that it's lungs infection
I was really wondering if it's something to do with lungs, why couldn't he move his body and my mum don't know how to ask the doctor
I was not around because she wanted me to go home and I'm with school's PE T-shirt and shorts when I went to TTS hospital
Had to travel with that clothing home from novena
Feel that my dad is really old now, how long had it been since I look clearly at him?
How long had it been since I last care about him?
How long had it been since I talk to him nicely?
Yesterday was his Birthday and this happen to him
I cried out in the hospital, I told my sister that I failed as a daughter
He is my dad yet I treated him like fuck
He dote on me the most among his 3 daughters and this is what he got back from me
When he's old I find him troublesome, find him irritating but had I really though of how good he treated me
Because he's old, the distance between us grew bigger and we tend to talk lesser
I'm someone who I wouldn't show my care out but in fact deep inside I do care a lot
Just that I didn't know how to express it out
I'm sorry, dad
I shouldn't have feel that way towards you or treat you like this
I know everyone is going to die one fine day and most likely parents will pass away before us
I know so do my dad, so for the last few years I gonna be a better daughter
Just like how you are a good father to me in the past
Finally understand how much my parents meant to me at last
Perhaps it's time to treasure before it's gone
After all he's still my dad and I'm still his daughter
I will try my very best to be a better daughter, trust myself that I can do it
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24/1/11
Monday, January 24, 2011|0 note(s)
Was thinking about a lot of things yesterdayEverything happened so suddenly!
Well, old people are like that
illness are all over them but I never expect that my dad would be like that
He was awake but he couldn't move his body, it happened outside and luckily a guy called my mum
We rushed down and ambulance came
I though at first that it could highly possible be stroke but the doctor said that it's lungs infection
I was really wondering if it's something to do with lungs, why couldn't he move his body and my mum don't know how to ask the doctor
I was not around because she wanted me to go home and I'm with school's PE T-shirt and shorts when I went to TTS hospital
Had to travel with that clothing home from novena
Feel that my dad is really old now, how long had it been since I look clearly at him?
How long had it been since I last care about him?
How long had it been since I talk to him nicely?
Yesterday was his Birthday and this happen to him
I cried out in the hospital, I told my sister that I failed as a daughter
He is my dad yet I treated him like fuck
He dote on me the most among his 3 daughters and this is what he got back from me
When he's old I find him troublesome, find him irritating but had I really though of how good he treated me
Because he's old, the distance between us grew bigger and we tend to talk lesser
I'm someone who I wouldn't show my care out but in fact deep inside I do care a lot
Just that I didn't know how to express it out
I'm sorry, dad
I shouldn't have feel that way towards you or treat you like this
I know everyone is going to die one fine day and most likely parents will pass away before us
I know so do my dad, so for the last few years I gonna be a better daughter
Just like how you are a good father to me in the past
Finally understand how much my parents meant to me at last
Perhaps it's time to treasure before it's gone
After all he's still my dad and I'm still his daughter
I will try my very best to be a better daughter, trust myself that I can do it