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不为失去而难过因为至少没错过。
但如果没有拥有又何来的失去?
哈哈,那不是没有失去?
可以了, 够了, 都不要管了啦。
不闻不问就是我能拥有的。
好想好想哦!
说什么,做什么都不重要了。
都没有在乎的了。


就是因为我相信所以才会失望。
我也怪不得其他人。
如果我不相信, 不抱有希望我可能就不会失望了。
我早就应该麻木的, 不是吗? 就是希望这东西害死人。

P.S:perhaps it's too strong to let go but it's too weak to do anything!



当我开始怀念以前, 我就知道我已不想要以后了。
不管发生什么事, 我都不想去面对。
我以后的日子还很长,会让我明白一切的。
那天我觉得家是我的避风港, 不管发生什么事我都不是孤独的。
因为它永远都会在这里, 不会离开我, 放弃我和抛下我。
人生里的人有很多, 真正关心或会留下的人少至又少。
我一定要习惯!
我不是一个容易把自己的心事说出口的人,可能是因为我没有什么可以相信的人。





Was reading the mrj confession and it made me miss secondary school so much.
Be it old mrj or the new campus, I ♥ both of them. still remember the first day of school, was very lucky to be in the same class as weiying and I remember clearly that we sat at the last parallel row.
me sitting the first seat and she just sat behind me.
That's secondary 1 and we were in class 1D.
I would always go school very late on the day whereby my PE lessons were held.
Going to school during recess time because I just hated PE lesson but for now, the lesson that I miss most is PE lesson.
skip school with leecheng and go watch the earliest movie available. Always go to weiying's or leecheng's house to sleep when we skip school.
Calling my friends when Mr Lai wanted to talk to my parents or when I early depart from school.
for the new school, that's the place where I retake my N level.
Also a new start for me, knew so many new friends. When I reach secondary 5, I will never forget that Mrs yong said that I'm the senior citizen of the class. Haha!
Of cause, I still remember my sitting arrangement of class 5B. Infront of me were deneng, behind me shawn and beside me Ryan. Tongshan was sitting 2 seats away from me and I will always go to her place and play.

All of my good friends were from secondary school times. 

人心啊! 真是猜不透, 每一天都在变。
可能生活里有些事让自己不开心但不要后悔你做的每一个决定。
我呢? 一定有后悔自己的决定, 做法和选择但我不会让自己活在后悔中。
而是让我放开和离开。
对, 这是个很不负责任的行为但至少我过的开心一点。我讨厌不能说实话的地方, 讨厌不属于我的天地。
我不喜欢在我讨厌的东西里说我喜欢, 我要自己开心一点。
我把自己关在一个房间里,以为这就是我拥有的所有但我只要把门打开,我就能拥有的更多。
可能有好的就要把握,那对自己不好的,不管它有多诱人都要懂得放开。
因为只有这样才不会让自己痛苦!





















不知不觉的, 我也活了二十年。
很快就要二十一岁了, 每一天的日子, 生活和故事都让我成长。
但我还是不知道我人身的目标是什么。
有时觉得自己好没用。
我的人生没有目标, 就像是天空没了彩红, 人生就是少了点什么。
可能很多人都会说我还年轻, 可是没有目标的日子真的好无聊。
多想我也可以有一个奋斗的目标, 这样我活的就有一点点意义。
这些日子我想了很多, 也慢慢的发现人都是孤独的躯体。
我们都是自私的!
原本我以为是我想要的, 都不是会让我觉得快乐了。
以前我很想拥有的东西也不想要了。
那以前和以后会有什么样的不同, 好想现在就知道。
有的时候还真想以前无忧无虑的童年。
想想每天都开开心心的玩,什么都不用操心。
可能我不想长大,因为长大后的责任变的好大好大哦。我都快要不能呼吸了!





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