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不知不觉的, 我也活了二十年。
很快就要二十一岁了, 每一天的日子, 生活和故事都让我成长。
但我还是不知道我人身的目标是什么。
有时觉得自己好没用。
我的人生没有目标, 就像是天空没了彩红, 人生就是少了点什么。
可能很多人都会说我还年轻, 可是没有目标的日子真的好无聊。
多想我也可以有一个奋斗的目标, 这样我活的就有一点点意义。
这些日子我想了很多, 也慢慢的发现人都是孤独的躯体。
我们都是自私的!
原本我以为是我想要的, 都不是会让我觉得快乐了。
以前我很想拥有的东西也不想要了。
那以前和以后会有什么样的不同, 好想现在就知道。
有的时候还真想以前无忧无虑的童年。
想想每天都开开心心的玩,什么都不用操心。
可能我不想长大,因为长大后的责任变的好大好大哦。我都快要不能呼吸了!
感謝妳記得我的生日 卻好像忘了為誰慶祝
那些唱片他可能喜歡 妳是否送錯禮物
妳問我要多少支蠟燭 還想要什麼樣的祝福
這蛋糕那麼甜 妳一定做得很辛苦
我就是愛妳傻乎乎 誰在乎
因為我們一樣的糊塗
介意不來 只有配合演出
所以我只能笑 不能哭
難得妳不覺得屈辱 陪我一起 品嚐這勉強的幸福
享受著他鍾情的音樂 欣賞著妳一臉的滿足
妳說我神情有點恍惚 我說聽得太投入
在這終身難忘的生日 不知道誰更銘心刻骨
我還真捨不得 結束這浪漫的錯誤
妳只是愛得傻乎乎 誰在乎
因為我們一樣的糊塗
介意不來 只有配合演出
不管多勉強只能笑 不能哭
難得妳還沒弄清楚 陪我一起 品嚐這勉強的幸福
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Monday, February 18, 2013|0 note(s)
不知不觉的, 我也活了二十年。
很快就要二十一岁了, 每一天的日子, 生活和故事都让我成长。
但我还是不知道我人身的目标是什么。
有时觉得自己好没用。
我的人生没有目标, 就像是天空没了彩红, 人生就是少了点什么。
可能很多人都会说我还年轻, 可是没有目标的日子真的好无聊。
多想我也可以有一个奋斗的目标, 这样我活的就有一点点意义。
这些日子我想了很多, 也慢慢的发现人都是孤独的躯体。
我们都是自私的!
原本我以为是我想要的, 都不是会让我觉得快乐了。
以前我很想拥有的东西也不想要了。
那以前和以后会有什么样的不同, 好想现在就知道。
有的时候还真想以前无忧无虑的童年。
想想每天都开开心心的玩,什么都不用操心。
可能我不想长大,因为长大后的责任变的好大好大哦。我都快要不能呼吸了!
So long since I last blogged
Saturday, December 8, 2012|0 note(s)
Been so long since I last blogged
Be it my open or private blog
Well, just log into my private blog and I realize that I've deleted everything that I've blogged since end of last year
Nearly forgotten that I did that
Wanted to log in and read what I've type but it's all gone
But isn't it good?
Let the past be in the past
I'm really very happy and satisfy with what I have right now
Well, I have to admit that life wasn't good to me during the past few months
But I got back everything when it's reaching the end of this year
Just look through all those Genting pictures and so many memories flow back
Well, although it many things happen during that trip, overall it's still a enjoyable one
Looking forward to go overseas with friends again
Perhaps on my 21st birthday
Since my IIP will end on the 24 Aug, I've time to go for a break
I hope my mum would allow me to go alone
Passed my BTT anf FTT, both 1 time KO
Gonna learn driving real soon
2012 is coming to an end
2 years spend in RP, gonna go for my IIP during March
Hopefully I will get into Singnex
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Still remember about a month ago, the time whereby I've let myself out
Thanks to that, I've wake up for the final time
Hahahahas, it isn't hard as I though
All I can say is that I had been stupid and fool
But some people out there just wouldn't get the facts right before speaking anything
I've no idea why you hate me so much, did I do something wrong?
Well, I didn't
All I hope that you would do is to get the facts right
If you don't know, ask the person involved in all this
I never once though of doing things behind anyone let alone doing something so bitchy
I've always support you no matter what, helping you to speak up when people say bad things about you
Saying that we don't know you well so we can't assume things about you
Be right back to blog soon :)
Saturday, September 8, 2012|0 note(s)
Happy 20th Birthday to myself
Celebrated my 20th birthday a few days back
2 big candles now which reminds me that I'm no longer a teen anymore
29th Aug (Actual day)
Celebrated with Lc, Yin, Bhh and Xy
Didn't stay for long because me and Lc had exam next day
So went back quite early
Got this VS wristlet from them and ang bao :)
Realize that I've been very into VS over the past few months
Reached home around 10plus and while studying for my exam
Eileen keep on Appsing me where am I and etc
In the end want me to go down to find her say what quarrel with .....
In the end gave me a mini surprise
Didn't allow me to go home early despite I've not studied
Thank you!
31st Aug
Headed down to club Weego aka Ratchada for my second round of celebration with meimei, Ts, Eileen and Dionis
We agree not to go up stage but in the end, they pull me up
We finish 1 bottle pretty fast despite only me, Ts and Eileen drink
They ordered a flaming lambo for me
First time drinking it and the taste sucks
But the killer wasn't this that got me tipsy
It's the 5 seconds
They pull me up to the stage and blow for 5 seconds
They wanted me to blow for 10 seconds but i didn't want
So in the end 5 seconds but they 5 seconds is like 10 seconds
They counted it dam slow
I know after that I'm a bit gone
Guess that I've gave them quite a shock cause it's the first time they see me being like this
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This woman happen to be going down, she's one of the gang who pull me up
The mini surprise cake and my most epic 'cake' I've in my 20 my years
The DIY cake!
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P.S: It's seriously over for everything, the first time that I tell myself and others so firmly that it's over. Thank you for showing your useless and fucked up side. It just reflect what type of person you are and I've wake up from my bubble dream :)
30/6/2012
Saturday, June 30, 2012|0 note(s)
This woman is finally 18!
Finally legal age to smoke, to drink
But you're still a little girl :)
She's one of my good friend that I've know in RP
Able to share everything with her, joke with her like crazy
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Got to update my blog more often but I'm just way too lazy to do it
Thursday went to celebrate Fion's birthday, an enjoyable night
Went Ratchada and head to Rebel after that
Actually though of going school the next day but I only reached home at 4+
So just forget it
But still went back to school for my last UTs
Went for exam when I'm hangover
The best part is that the paper totally scare me up
Difficult, no MCQ and the answers couldn't be find in the 6p or RR
Nevertheless, UT1 had already come to an end!
Rest for a week and the start of UT2 again
STRESS
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It's already the last day of June and half a year is gone
So many things happened in the past 6 months
Looking back at the past 6 months, I know that I had enjoy myself
Be it happy or not, it's over
I've learn how to wish for the best
Being able to accept changes and truth
Looking things that the brighter side
Let go of certain emotions
Overcome problems
Just gonna say goodbye to the past and hello to the future :)
Just gonna say goodbye to the past and hello to the future :)
16/6/2012
Saturday, June 16, 2012|0 note(s)
感謝妳記得我的生日 卻好像忘了為誰慶祝
那些唱片他可能喜歡 妳是否送錯禮物
妳問我要多少支蠟燭 還想要什麼樣的祝福
這蛋糕那麼甜 妳一定做得很辛苦
我就是愛妳傻乎乎 誰在乎
因為我們一樣的糊塗
介意不來 只有配合演出
所以我只能笑 不能哭
難得妳不覺得屈辱 陪我一起 品嚐這勉強的幸福
享受著他鍾情的音樂 欣賞著妳一臉的滿足
妳說我神情有點恍惚 我說聽得太投入
在這終身難忘的生日 不知道誰更銘心刻骨
我還真捨不得 結束這浪漫的錯誤
妳只是愛得傻乎乎 誰在乎
因為我們一樣的糊塗
介意不來 只有配合演出
不管多勉強只能笑 不能哭
難得妳還沒弄清楚 陪我一起 品嚐這勉強的幸福
27/5/2012
Sunday, May 27, 2012|0 note(s)
JB Trip!
Went to JB with Leecheng for a 2d1n super short getaway!
Just the two of us, honeymoon
Check in our hotel at 2 plus and put down our bags off to shopping
Staying there was dam shiok as we dont have to look at the time
If we are going back Sg on the same day, we had to pay attention to time
If we are going back Sg on the same day, we had to pay attention to time
Shopped at KSL till it close!
First time shopped every shop in KSL
Watched movie - dark shadow and it's nice
Back to our hotel at 10plus rest for a while and off to eat loklok
Had been wanting to try this and I've got to say this, nothing much
Two girls walked from our hotel to the loklok place at around 12am
Somemore we didn't walk the main street because we wanted to save time
Rats were running beside us and i swear Malaysia rats are huge!
Actually wanted to go back in the next morning but we decide to stay till night time
So in the end, reach Sg at night!
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Mac's chicken fold over!
Why you no come back to Sg?
Loklok!
We brought back to our hotel and eat
Shiok ah
Ah mo and Carrot looking at Leecheng's kampong eggs
Sg sell so expensive
Titanium
Just one picture! :D
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Seriously, another accident happened at rochor road where the ferriari crashed
Friday night went out and happen to pass by there
The road is a MUST pass by for me when i cab home after drinking session
So scary, the same location and spot
Maybe try not to pass by the road
Went to Ratchada on Friday night and the air-con there is super cold
Saw the mango handsome mange
Wooos, I'm always hoping that he was there
Hahaha!
Reached home at 5plus and I'm wake for almost 24 hours
Should have gone home and sleep straight after school
At least wouldn't be so tired!
Holidays now and got to start studying
I aim for at least 3GPA this sem
AT LEAST
So got to make full use of this 2 weeks
Ahhh, suddenly miss going genting with those crazy people
Don't know when will we be able to go overseas again
Stupid mum! Just gonna wait for me to turn 21 and I'm so going to flight io BKK with friends
Just another 1 year, 3 months and 2 days
12/5/2012
Saturday, May 12, 2012|0 note(s)
So long since I last blog here
Had been super busy with school stuff and work
Totally no life!
But nevermind because I love to keep myself busy
My daily grade seriously gone
Had been getting Cs and Bs
Despite being tired, my attendance was full this week
Wake up everyday and have the motivation to skip school
16 - 19 no school due to graduation stuff
Just gonna self-holiday on 15 too
But that day will be having my FBM and we will be learning about wine
Also taste wine in class
Like fun!
Nevermind
Decided to go JB to stay for 2d1n with leecheng on tue
Thats why must give school a miss
Our honeymoon, just the two of us
Can't wait for it :)